I met
the most amazing person last week, a brand-new college graduate on the first
leg of his journey to hike the Appalachian Trail. We met by accident and I’m
sure he wishes he never met us at all, but hey, at least he has a good story to
tell his friends when he goes home.
It was
two in the morning and I was upstairs in the guest bedroom sleeping on two mattresses
thrown on the floor. I use the term guest bedroom loosely; it was more of a
storage closet where we threw the things we didn’t want but held onto anyways,
just in case “one day” we might need it. I never slept up there, but we had
been fighting all week. It was time to make him feel bad.
At two
in the morning, just as I had fallen asleep, I heard the front door open. The
screen door slammed and two pairs of footsteps pounded down the hall. Voices. I
heard the deep grumble of his voice but the other one was unrecognizable, a man
with a Midwest accent. A stranger. They were talking too loud for me to sleep
and I couldn’t sustain my curiosity anymore, I had to find out who this was, for
my own safety. He could seriously be anyone, knowing my boyfriend.
I
carefully made my way down the narrow staircase and was greeted by a young man,
early twenties, clean-cut with a backpack. Not scary at all, harmless. I
breathed a sigh of relief and said, “Aren’t you going to introduce me to your
friend?”
“This
is Colin. He’s hiking the Appalachian Trail.”
As it
turned out, our new friend Colin had just graduated college and was going to
spend his summer testing his physical and mental limits. He was young, naïve,
and apparently senseless to go home with a complete stranger like my boyfriend
who met him on a street corner by the bus station on his way to the bar. He
told the kid to stay put and he’d be back for him and remarkably, Colin, who
had nowhere else to go, waited almost two hours.
I
couldn’t believe it and even though Colin was nice enough, I still felt like it
was out of line to bring home a complete stranger and offer him a place to stay
for the evening. He could have been a serial killer and even though it was
rude, I brought this up. Mind you, this wasn’t the first time an incident like
this had happened.
A few
months before, we had gone out and met an older woman standing in downtown
Bangor. She was pulling a mid-size suitcase on wheels. It was raining and cold,
a chilly mid-November evening before the chill of winter overtook the region. It
turned out she had arrived on the bus from Nebraska where she gone to meet the
man she had fallen in love with online. Grandmotherly and sweet, we brought her
home with us. It seemed like right thing to do. It was cold and her bus didn’t
leave until ten the next morning.
We sat
up with her talking. She was fascinating. Fifty-three years old, she had been a
virgin before she made the trek to Nebraska. She was getting married to him the
next spring and as she spoke, she reminded me of a gleeful schoolgirl after her
first kiss. We were lucky with her but, nothing was stolen; we weren’t attacked
in our sleep. But you can only be lucky so many times…
“Don’t
you think at all?” I asked.
“It’s
fine, he’s a nice kid.”
“And
how the hell would you know that? You knew him for what? Two minutes before you
decided to invite him home? You’re so crazy….so inconsiderate.” I was enraged.
“You’re
so self-righteous, if you had been there, you would have done the same thing,”
he said. “Don’t act like you wouldn’t.”
“You
don’t know anything about what I would do,” I said, livid he had the nerve to
argue back.
This
went on for a while, as Colin stood awkwardly in the corner, unsure whether or
not to leave. He tried to pack up and go at one point, said he was sorry to
intrude. “I didn’t mean to cause a problem, really….”he stammered.
“You’re
not the problem,” I said. “You’re fine. Smart. Sweet.” We had just heard all
about his girlfriend back home in Chicago. They dated all through college. She was
nervous about his adventure.
“Why is
it you are so nice to everybody but me?” my boyfriend asked.
“Because,
not everybody is as big an ass hole as you are,” I replied.
That was
it. I had gone too far. He started yelling, I had to go. This was over. I knew
we were out of line as we stood in the dimly lit kitchen screaming at each
other. This was not the time to get into it but there was not stopping it. He
picked up a butter knife and threw it across the room. It didn’t even come near
me, missing me by so much it didn’t seem like he was aiming for me at all.
Silence. Everything stopped, nobody moved.
“They
said people from Maine would be crazy,” Colin said, with an unmistakable weariness in his voice.
The
next morning when I woke up, he was gone, the blankets I had gathered for his
bed neatly folded and placed in a chair.
Ah, wonderful vignette ending. Also wonderful to leave the boyfriend stuff in play and unresolved. That's risk-taking and it pays off as you successfully bounce us around (gently) in time with multiple tales and in your mind and heart with thoughts and feelings.
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